Aku, Career Dan Keluarga

Dah dua bulan aku berada di branch. Kerja tak siap lagi.. Still a lots to catch-up. Now, everyday aku balik lambat. Paling cepat 8pm. I wish that I can finish my work ASAP. Then I want to take a good rest and spend much more time with my family. Since my daughter went to school, rasanya aku tak banyak masa yg aku spend dengan dia. Balik keje setiap hari just check wether she has a homework to be done. Then pass it to my husband to teach her. Pastu aku dah sibuk di dapur... After makan, rest for a while and go to bed... Tidur... Next morning, wake up then the same circle carry on... Kesian anak-anak aku...

Semalam anak aku complaint that somebody bullied her. Throw away her pencil box. I ask her why she didn't inform her techear. Dia jawab dia tak nak cakap.. Adusss.. satu hal plak. Everyday she come back from school, there will be somethings missing in her stationery items.. If this situation keep carry on, mau bankrupt aku dok beli stationery.. Because of that, everyday, she got scolded by me. Kesian gak.. tapi aku nie bukan jenis yg sabar kan.. Dah la balik keje dah letih, pastu rushing prepare dinner for family.. pastu anak aku asyik hilangkan stationery.. Hmmm... Ntahlah..

Lately aku rasa takut.. Takut dengan apa yg menimpa di Gaza.. Sometimes aku sendiri ter'imagine' if that situation happen here.. And I am become one of the victims yg kehilangan anak2.. Ya Allah... I don't think that I can even face it..

Ya Allah... Kau kuatkan iman hamba-hambaMu yang berada di Gaza.. Berikan mereka kekuatan dalam mengharungi semua ini.. Amin...

Sesungguhnya, janji Allah pasti benar.. Yahudi.. tunggulah pembalasanNya...